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Late September

A Novel

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Late September is an intimate queer coming-of-age tale exploring the nuances of love, trauma and mental health. A compelling literary fiction pick for readers of Heather O'Neill and Zoe Whittall.

In the summer of 2000, Ines, a grief-stricken skateboarder beginning to explore her sexuality, leaves behind her sheltered hometown on a Greyhound bus bound for Montreal. In awe of the city's vibrancy, and armed with a journal and a Discman, Ines sets out to find a new way, befriending April, a latex-loving goth who gets her a job as a cam-girl. In the midst of a bar fight Ines meets Max, a magnetic skateboarder, whom she quickly falls for.

As summer fades to fall Ines tries to uphold the bliss of their intoxicating summer, realizing that while she has escaped the confines of her small-town life, she cannot escape her past. The city changes and their romance darkens as Ines learns that Max is experiencing mental health challenges, all while a regular at the cam studio gets threateningly close. Ines learns that loving herself first requires trial and error—and that love is not always an innocent word.

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      September 1, 2024
      In 2000, Ines boards a Greyhound bus, leaving her claustrophobic hometown and troubled past behind for a new life in Montreal. A skateboarder equipped with a journal, a Discman, and very little French, Ines soon becomes friends with April, a goth working as a cam girl. The two become regulars in Montreal's raucous late-night bar scene, and one night at their favorite spot, a fight breaks out and Ines is hurt. Through the blood and chaos, she meets Max, a filmmaker mixing in the same social circles. There's an instant electricity between them, and their summer romance soon becomes all-encompassing. Despite some red flags, Ines is swept up in their relationship--finally allowing herself to experience love and desire without shame. But things gradually worsen between them, and she realizes that Max is struggling with mental health issues. As his behavior becomes increasingly erratic, Ines is often unable to reach him and suspects infidelity. In the meantime, Ines is fired from her kitchen job, so April enlists her to join her work world. With Ines' demons, money troubles, and a regular cam customer overstepping boundaries, she begins to lose a grip on her new life. Her sense of self becomes increasingly muddled as she struggles to accept care from those around her, and the precarity of her life in the city only heightens her despair. Disillusioned, Ines is mentally back where she began before moving to Montreal--as profound self-doubt sets in, her drug use spirals and the darkness encroaches. Mattes' unflinching depiction of early adulthood in a new city--fraught with challenges and full of intense relationships--feels utterly authentic. Dealing with themes of grief, trauma, mental illness, sexuality, and love, this novel covers a great deal of ground, staying relatable through the intimacy of Ines' stream of thought. Her character--flawed, paralyzingly self-conscious, bewildered, craving tenderness and recognition, lost, wounded--will be recognizable to many readers going through, or looking back on, their early 20s. Mattes depicts the gritty realities of mental illness without glamour in this refreshingly frank coming-of-age novel.

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